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[Jan. 23rd, 2011/08:27 am] |
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So yesterday I decided to revive this journal, and then I started reading back every post.
I miss the good old times, we looked silly but we were happy.
Life was really good then, but silly me took them for granted.
I was 15/16, now I'm going to be 19 in less than a month's time.
So much has changed.
I had, real friends, real and really close girl friends that I know that I can depend on no matter what happened. But now we're just too busy to meet each other anymore. It seems like we were walking on the same road (cliche i know) and then there was a fork, and we headed for different directions.
Fast forward to life now.
Apart from struggling with school (somewhat) and inbetween jobs, I can say that my life is not exactly very organized right now. Whatever I wrote in my new (pink) organizer, the opposite tends to happen, ha-ha.
I'm kind of sick of trying to feel like I belong, to change myself so that I will fit in. Because I'm an oddity, the odd ball that, sticks out always. Not that it's a bad thing, just constant self-questioning of why am i like thats.
Have work later .. at Far East Plaza, shall get a cup of froyo + earstud for my tragus.
&I need to do my nails. not having $$ is such a bitch.
P.S. My kidneys hurt. Why? |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2011/12:32 am] |
I'll really update soon ! |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2011/11:45 pm] |
i've changed so much in 2 years
or isit that things have changed so much in 2 years? |
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